I used to love getting in the shower when no one was home. It meant I could take as long as I wanted and just stand there under the hot water as it cascaded over me. It felt like I had all the time in the world. I would even get up early to spend an extra 5 minutes in the shower. Not very Eco friendly I know but it felt like a necessity before a long day. Not anymore.
I kinda feel like I am taking my life into my hands every time I try and get in or out of the tub. Even just moving around in the shower. I’m not sure if it is the heat. I like my showers hot. Or maybe it’s the steam. Whatever it is, now it’s spin city. I seriously am afraid of falling and getting hurt. It makes me anxious and I don’t enjoy the hot water as much. I even tried cooler water today, to see if it made a difference. Think of all the times as a kid (or even adult) when you would take that cool shower before getting into a pool. Or the feeling of the cool water on your skin as you jump in. I used to love water. I will remember tomorrow to get my shower before Cory leaves for work.
I’m missing work already. Only so much TV you can handle. Especially when it hurts your ears. Although having a headset on listening to someone extremely frustrated because they don’t understand what you want them to do (I work as a tech support agent in a call centre). They like to yell and raise their voice… not that it gets you anywhere.
I seem to be doing a bit better today. I got sick before I even got anything to eat. Mornings seem to be a bit worse when it comes to the spinning (vertigo) and nausea. I’m not eating till later in the day cause my stomach seems to handle it a bit better. I can’t wait till Friday. Wouldn’t it be nice if they can do a few things and cure it right then and there. Chances are it will come back but still… you can always hope right?
Doing household chores are hard. I feel okay sitting down now for the most part, so I get up and then almost immediately I have to grab onto something to stop from falling flat on my face. Sometimes I’m absolutely fine. It’s better then a few days ago when I couldn’t even get off the couch. But it’s still frustrating.
On the plus side, I registered storyboutagirl.org again, Network Solutions has a $0.75 domain sale! And it’s $0.99/month to have web forwarding to redirect it to here. Hopefully it’ll work okay. It’s been a while since I owned any domains. I let them go a year or two ago. For now I am just going to use WordPress.com and premade templates but I might get some paypal gift certificates through my Swagbucks account and start designing again if I find I have a lot of time on my hands.