sometimes life just sucks

no comp yet

Wow I was actually up about 9 today. Even after being up past 2. More phone calls last night. Called the police today and they are going to get the cop that came over to call us and they are going to investigate it further. The police even believe that it’s not random that the person knows us well enough to know when Dad’s not around. It scares the shit out of me. Obviously I don’t wanna go to much into it on here… even if I have this post as friends only. Really makes you think. I work 4-1 tonight and tomorrow. I don’t like it. I think I’m gonna try and switch tomorrows shift and some of the ones next week for a bit earlier. Mom’s friend Jackie said she’d come over tonight if we wanted so we aren’t alone.

I’m feeling a little better. Less dizzy and nauseous. Headache is just that a headache. Not overly bad. Nothing like before. But my stomach is in knots. But I think it’s more nerves and anxiety than anything right now. Mom’s gone to pick Liam up and take him birthday shopping. My little boy is 6 now! God how time goes by. I remember Aunt Ferne in the hospital with him when he was born. And I remember having him over night while she was in the hospital with Robynne.

My mummy bought me some cinnamon waffles! Yummy. I love my mummy! Lol. That was fun. Anyways… She’s trying to make me feel better I think. That guilt thing. I guess it gets us all eh? Heh, so called Robotnic and my computer isn’t ready yet. Later today or early next week. God waiting sucks! Well I think I’ll play some more Qwerty (a Scrabble or Literati type game) on Pogo. I’m hooked! I love the game.

♥ xoxox ♥

oops not again

No calls about the computer yet. Getting anxious. I want it now! Should definetly be in tomorrow though. I didn’t take something into consideration though when I ordered it. I think I forgot tax… how could I forget that right? So now I’m not sure if I’ll have enough. But Mom gets paid tomorrow so I should be bale to borrow like 50 or so if I need too till my pay day. Guess what I did tonight… I was cold. So I turned the heater on. And burnt my slipper which was under it… dummy! Already had a fire in here twice. Once Denton set his own pants on fire leaning against the heater. The second time some wires. Had the house less then a year! But it gets ridiculously hot! It’s not a good thing. God I want summer back! If I am gonna live through the winter someone had better go skiing and sledding with me! I want to go so bad. I’m not really feeling much like writing much tonight… So that’s all folks… heh, what a nerd.