So why is it that the harder I try not to like him. Or worse love him. The more I fall? It’s annoying as hell. I just wish that things could be wasy. That I could like fall out of love or something. Is that possible?

We downtown the other day. I had Tuesday and Wednesday off. And he’s been working two jobs part time plus school fulltime so he doesn’t get much time to do things with people. He asked me Tuesday what I was doing on Wednesday. I said nothing really. So we decided to do something during the day in the late afternoon before supper.

So we went downtown and walked around in some of the little shops down there. We went in Little Mysteries. It’s sorta a new age shop. Has books, gems, stones, tarot cards, and lots of incence. Then we walked further down Barrington and just stopped in a few shops along the way. Like Venus envy :D. Lol.

Then we went up Spring Garden to Park Lane and walked around the mall some. I wanted to go into the body shop. Then we went to the Public Gardens and spent about an hour walking around the gardens and just talking. It was so nice. The more time I spend the harder it is…

Last night we talked for a few minutes on MSN and he said he was gonna run and get something to eat then post to his LJ. But he didn’t till after I went to bed. never mentioned nothing. But supposedly he is going to get his wisdom teeth pulled today. He had a consultation with the doctor yesterday and they said that they were booking for December. So he went to book and they said how’s tomorrow… hah poor thing. Anyways he never said a word. Oh well… I’m just a friend after all right… nothing else. But still… kinda hurt though.

I bought us tickets to see KMFDM at the attic on Oct 8th. As a present Anyways… work calls

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