Ever felt like you just had a connection with someone? Like something, somehow just clicked. You knew before you even met the person that there was something different there. Something very strange but more then likely good. Some special bond that holds you two together even though on the outside your complete polar opposites. But inwardly your a lot alike. Your similar in so many ways, but different in so many ways.
I’ve felt it before. And I feel it now. To bad we are just friends. He’s exactly what I want in a guy and I’m very much what he wants in a girl. Yet we’ve never met. I’ve said way more then I’ve ever expected to say to him. I told him things my own mother doesn’t know. Things that I should have kept to myself before but didn’t and they came back to bite me on the ass. But somehow with him I trust him. I don’t *trust* anyone. Least of all a guy I’ve never met. But I trust him. Why? I really can’t say.
Maybe it’s naivety, maybe not. Whichever it is it’s something I’m not used to. And it frightens me in one way. But in other ways it doesn’t bother me at all. Makes me feel like there is some hope for me yet.