A Story About A Girl

Maybe moving wasn’t such a great idea…

Seems I have found another issue with our health system in rural Nova Scotia. I am not sure why I am surprised or if I am even really surprised, but had we stayed in Halifax at least I would likely have had access to counseling and/or to a psychologist. Here, however, there is no one. There appears to be no one taking on patients in Yarmouth, only one psychologist in Digby who is not returning calls and anyone in the Annapolis Valley, Middleton, Kentville or New Minas I called was either retired, semi-retired and/or not taking on patients. The community mental health and addictions program basically told me that they deal more with addictions and other things and don’t deal with PTSD or adjustment disorder type things and that if it was related to a car accident I would need to go through my car insurance or private health insurance and see a private doctor or counselor.

I called them back today as there is no one and the girl was new and didn’t understand why I was told that and said she would have someone contact me about it. I am not very hopeful though. At this point, I just find it frustrating and more than a little bit frightening. Why does it feel like something drastic has to happen before you can get any help? And what if I can’t find anyone or worse yet, what if I can but can’t afford them because my private insurance wants me to pay upfront and be reimbursed or something. I already assume I have to do that with physio, though I am really not sure about that. I really feel like I have no one guiding me or helping me get the help I need. My family and my husband are concerned about me and about it. I’m supposed to go back to work after Christmas and I have not even heard from short-term yet. [...]  READ MORE

First day back

I did okay today, my first day back since being sick and getting in the accident on Saturday. I have to say I had some anxiety about the drive, especially the drive home in the dark. I will admit the drive there involved some tears. I was really anxious and every bump I hit caused the tears to just roll down my face and I was questioning whether or not I was ready to go back or still too soon after the accident but I was okay once I got there and got out of the car. I stopped in Annapolis Royal for something to bring with me for lunch and a bit of a break from the car. After that, I got back in and drove the rest of the way to Bridgetown.

The day went by fairly fast and other than having issues getting up on the task chair at my wicket (I work in a bank) and just some pain and soreness from being up and moving around a lot for the first time since either being sick or the accident, I made out okay. Now I am cuddled up on the couch under my heated blanket, watching TV, writing this and waiting for 9:30 to come along when I have to go get Edward at work. I think I am more anxious about that than anything because the last time I picked him up at 10 is when I hit the deer and I am terrified of it happening again. This area has so many deer and they are really bad at night. Almost every night we see them especially at certain times of the year. We have black bears as well, no moose thankfully but big raccoons and porcupines as well. [...]  READ MORE

A little update

Image Credit: StockSnap from Pixabay

Anyone who read my last post knows I hit a deer on Saturday in our new car. I have already been off for a month due to the infection I had after the tooth extraction and then missed three more days due to the accident.  These last three days I have mostly slept. The night of the accident the doctor on call at the ER gave me prescriptions for morphine, cyclobenzaprine, and naproxen. Needless to say, I have mostly been sleeping or nodding off.

Sunday I was still in a lot of pain despite the medication and my abdomen really hurt. I wasn’t sure if it was pulled muscles or from the seatbelt or what it was but it was getting worse so my mom convinced me to go back to the ER. She took me and the doctor on was concerned I might have a small bleed in my abdomen called a mesenteric bleed. Turns out that there was nothing serious but some bruising. He believes I had injuries both from the seatbelt and steering wheel but nothing that wouldn’t resolve on its own. [...]  READ MORE

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