I feel a bit better. I have no reason to feel guilty and I know that. I saved up for the computer. That’s what the money was for. It’s better spending it on that then on something like clothing which I really don’t need. And I’ll save the next few pay checks as well. I want to start taking a few courses through NSCC. Maybe some business courses or something. It’s time to stop worrying and feeling guilty about things. I’ve worked so hard to get this far. I should enjoy it and stop questioning it (yes I know both of you told me that a long time ago… I just don’t listen very well do I?). God it feels good to be satisfied. I feel so truly happy. Thanks.