Small steps :) are very good!

Alrighty, so things are going pretty good. Last week was a fairly good week all in all even if some of it was somewhat confusing. But at least it was fun mostly. Some tears and anger’s not bad as long as the end results worked out ok. And seems to be doing just that! It’s Wednesday already!!!! It’s hard to believe. I’ve been waiting for some much to happen. School, work, other things. And I have to say things are coming along rather nicely. A few bumps in the road here and there. But that’s to be expected I suppose right?

As the last post obviously states I got into NSCC. I pretty much expected it after people were telling me they were practically begging people to take the General Arts & Sciences Program. So though getting in was not really a surprise so much as just a wait and see thing it was really cool this morning when Mom came in and threw the envelope down on my bed and said “Open!”. So of course being a dutiful daughter I did just that :p And started jumping up and down. I know it’s silly but I was happy. Finally I did something I’m extremely proud of! It’s a small step but a step none the less.

Actually this last week or so has been filled with small steps. And believe me, many small steps add up and even though they don’t really become a big one they get you ready to take a big one. And it feels damn good! I feel like I’m ready to take that next big step whatever it may be. When it comes along I’ll be ready. Actually I suppose going back to school even if it’s a community collage and not a university would be considered a big step wouldn’t it? I’m proud of myself! I really really am. I think I’m headed in the right direction.

I’d love to take all the credit for it but I had a hell of a lot of help and support from some friends and family. I hope you all know that I’m so damn grateful to you all. So thank you so damn much! I love you all. If your reading this then your included in there somewhere no matter how insignificant you may think you were, you helped in one way or another! And yes, I know do know that in the end no matter how much help and support you guys gave me it was up to me in the end to take the chance and do it. But you gave me a shove in the right direction and gave me the courage to do it. And helped a hell of a lot all along the way. And I appreciate it more then anyone could ever know!

I’m kinda stuck today as far as going and paying the $100 confirmation at Akerley. I’d have liked to do it today and speak to someone but I can’t. Mom had to take Jasper to Dianne’s to be clipped and then is going to Jackie’s for 2 to get Michael off of the bus. So I have to drop her off then. Maybe I might be able to do it after that since Denton was sick today and didn’t go to school (supposedly). If not then I have a doctors appointment Monday so I’ll just do it after that.

Now I have to start saving up money. I’m not really sure what to do about the apartment situation. It would be really nice to move out and gain a little privacy (then again if I take that sublet just how much privacy would I really have?). I’m still waiting to hear back anyway. After I agreed she then told me there would be a credit check and a security deposit. All of which I was not told. Is that normal with a sublet? Or am I just being naive? Should I not have been told that long before I agreed… either way. We’ll just see. There is other places… And maybe I’m best of not to go anywhere. I just don’t know but I’m not overly worried about it. It’s a hassle but it’s a minor detail that can be worked around. So no point in stressing over it. So I simply am not going to.

That said I got to run!

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